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[the_harlequinn]

Even if things go well for a while, I seriously cannot get over how much I really do hate myself for what I've done and for how much I hurt him and lost the best thing to have ever happened to me. You all know that I believe we are still meant to be, and how much I am seriously 300% in love with this guy

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[inharmonic]

i send my good thoughts and prayers for you dear. prayers in a sense that both of your souls will reunite in a harmonious unity. if you truly believe and feel deep in your heart that this guy is your soul mate, then he really is, and you will be together. perhaps you're separated for a reason right now - maybe both of you have to grow in ways that requires you to be apart. you obviously need to work on your self concept and esteem, it's in there, but one you grow with that, you'll be more ready to have a solid committing relationship when your and Brandon's time are meant to come back to each other again.

I know it's hard, but trust in the future that your true everlasting love will envelop into something ten times more than what you feel now.

much love..

[the_harlequinn]

I'm not sure it's so much me as him. He is the one saying he's going to meet someone someday, but there are times he's told me he never wanted to move on in the first place.
It's all very confusing. I believe he still feels for me like he used to but it's being suppressed.

Thank you, though.