today has been surprisingly good...i'm at work right now, but i don't mind... so today a couple...well actually, the majority of people i work with feel the need to tell me that i should be on anti-depressants. and that kinda hurts. i think shit like that is so over-diagnosed so i'm going to have to say thanks, but not thanks. i hope all you guys ( Read more... )

I need you like air in my lungs ( Read more... )

holy crap i haven't updated this in awhile...i promise i will get better at this for all my friends who care...i am at work right now and i wish i could leave...i'm just sitting here and looking at my phone, waiting for shannon to call me. I have some things i need to say. it's not over. it will never be over, because that is what happens when you ( Read more... )

so tired...i was really bummed out that i couldn't go see Eroticide tonight...they are awesome...but work calls...daniel and i worked on the website though, which is going to look really cool. i had a couple of beers and now i'm tired. i love all of you!

so i worked today...my new position...i got promoted. it's only day 4 and i hate it already. i'm so mad right now i could punch through a wall. i won't. i think i'll take a walk. i'm fighting with shannon which is stupid because we are not even together which is a whole other story all together. i wish we were. i'm so mad that i couldn't come and ( Read more... )

I called her today. After a week of nothing and feeling completely drained and empty because of my father, i called her. She didn't asnwer. I need to talk to you, i need you now, still. I've read your live journals even though i told myself i wouldn't. I didn't want to know the pain that i caused you...selfish. I hope you read this. I hope you ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here about 40 minutes until i have to go to work and all i'm doing is watching the clock...do you ever do that? Even if you don't have to work for another 5 hours, you will continually look at the clock every couple of minutes just to make sure...maybe it's just me...I'm listening to Death Cab for Cutie right now...man these guys are ( Read more... )

hi all my friends!!! haha...anyway thank you laura and kellyn for posting and being my new live journal friends...i guess this is the part when i'm supposed to write about my day ( Read more... )

ok hi people...all my um..lets see, one friend that knows about this...hey this could just be like a you-me thing..that would be fun!