dudeeee ( Read more... )

i'm happy.
don't ruin it.

i don't get it ( Read more... )

this week couldn't have gotten any worse. i swear. with thomas, lily, and my mother... ahhhh. i just wanna scream and cry. which i have done a LOT of this week... a little too much in my opinion. i may seem really happy and up-beat in school but thats only because i hide all of this as much as possible. but there's just a lot of SHIT goin on right ( Read more... )

this week has sucked ( Read more... )

new years was fun ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do about it
i dont know what to say to fix it
i'm really confused again
i don't know what i want anymore.
tonight was supposed to help
but i was too nervous to bring it up
i didnt know how to start
i had fun, don't get me wrong
i just wish we could've talked
about everything
my shy-ness kicked in
big time.

*sigh*

i love christmas time ( Read more... )

today was fun ( Read more... )

-have you ever been sooo frustrated at something, like it all just kinda piled up and it hit you all at once? but you dont know what it is thats bothering you? you're just frustrated? but you kinda have an idea of what you're mad at, but you dont want that to be it? you want it to be something else cuz that just seems stupid? and its just so ( Read more... )