Leaving for Canada on Saturday, i will be coming back sadly, so if anyone wants me to bring them back anything tell mefirst time i'm going back in around a year and its during the summer AGAIN, no snow :(. i was going to go back last christmas break with amber...somehow going back in summer by myself isn't as exciting. w/e its Canada, and my ( Read more... )

A chicken with its neck wrung is different then a chicken with its head cut off,
but does it matter to the chicken?

hung out with Megan, Matt, and Angella today. from 10 something a.m to 10:30 p.m. all i have to say is a actually had fun, Matt's awesome and Angella's pretty damn cool. Her laugh sounds really fake, but the look on her face is so sincere, i love her laugh, its weird. i played her in air hockey and she almost beet me, i made her laugh a lot :). i ( Read more... )

hung out with sarah and erica today, it was boring. but they're cool so what ya gonna do. Erica gave me a Green Day cd, that she never listens too, during my "music education"(which made me sad, but i wont go into that, and i mean the "music education" not the cd). i changed the background on my desktop, Full Metal, sweetness. so those are the ( Read more... )

this song makes me feel like dancing...i haven't felt this way since hanging out and dancing in her room, its a good memory, no sadness or bitterness attached. i dont have many of those. i was really happy then, and this song reminds me of just that, not that i'm unhappy now, but that i was really happy once, and that brings a smile to my face ( Read more... )

just too say, stuff i write on livejournal is basically just that, stuff on livejournal. i dont talk about most of this stuff to anyone. i just write it down so that it doesn't control me completely...its helping less and less, but i still do it. i just want the few ppl that read this too know i'm not some pathetic lonely guy, this is one side of ( Read more... )

i'm crazy. totally off the wall insane, in a subtle way...maybe i'm just weird?

I finally don’t love her anymore, though a part of me always will, what I mean to say is I don’t love her THAT way anymore, if that makes sense. I don’t love her enough to stop me from going out with someone else, I finally think I could go out with someone else, and not think of amber all the time, which wouldn’t have been fare to whom ever I went ( Read more... )

went to the doctors, more scared and confused then before, and i have to wait a month before it gets better...or worse.

wish i had someone again.....

i had something to say right now, it was deep and meaningful.....but i lost a friend today, so it doesn't seem to matter ( Read more... )