one more complaint

[the_kind_prof]

I'm sick of being the way I am and seeing the way I could be. Mostly I'm just sick of not being able to write anymore. It used to be the only thing that made me feel better about shit that shouldn't make me feel bad in the first place and now I don't even have that. whatever... i fuckin give up

Comments

[thecrasstoff]

I know EXACTLY how you feel. i have been in and out of the mood to write, but no matter what, nothing is coming out. i think my problem though is that im subconsciously scared of whats going to come out. Because like you, it helps me feel better and get over things, but i dont think i fully want to get over what i would be writing about, or i should really say who i am writing about. Get it?

im sorry you cant write right now, but i hope you find a Muse soon.

[the_kind_prof]

I like what you have to say and it helps to hear that someone's in a similar conundrum... I'm just in a wierd frame of mind right now (much of my life remains unresolved). It's not that I'm not happy; I wish it was just that because that's when I write the most, but... I don't know. I'm my own worst enemy right now and nothing worthwhile seems to be rolling off my ballpoint at the moment.

Thanks for the encouragement.