Omg I am in the shittiest mood ever! I have been thinking about shit I don't need to be thinking about. And I am scared to tell someone something... I dunno.. Yeah.. I am bored as fuck tho.. Blah blah blah.. I wanna cut my little sister so bad.. Oh yeah my birthday was 7 days ago! :) i am finally 12! lol yeah right.. This sux ass i am 16 and I can' ( Read more... )

I am so scared about mine and Ryan's relationship... I love him so much but I don't know what to do. I am scared. I am afriad he thinks I am a sex crazed maniac! I would never push anyone into doing anything, I mean I know what it feels like. It's not cool at all. It's all my fault, I should have never brought up sex and stuff! I don't want to cry ( Read more... )

I am bored i love ryan soooo much! yeah! i just wish he would talk to me more... I feel like a geek.. lol.. maybe its the glasses.. omg i spent 55$ to get my hair colored and cut today! yeah i guess i am out now... layta!

I am bored talking to ppl online! yay my net works! Leslie is not moving i am soooooo glad! well she is but with me! yay!:) yay~ lol i am off to drivers ed!

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Me and Kimber... Omg Why? We are ugghh!!! Why does she always ditch me and or forget about me?! It really really gets on my last nerves! *cries* I hate crying... Why are we friends if she never wants to talk and when i try to talk shes always BUSY! At least thats he excuse! I gotta pee.. (random) I miss Ryan.. I love him soooooooooo much! But ( Read more... )

Well if you did not know.. I am living with my dad until school is out.. but yeah.. leslie is moving.. me and ryan are great.. i love him soooooo much! hes totally awesome!sooo.. yeah.. me and kimber were having problems.. but we are ok now.. me and felicia are getting so much closer! My birthday is coming up soon.. 1 month and 9 days!!!!!!!! yay ( Read more... )

I have been so sad lately, my cousin Leslie ran away on Monday morning March 29, 2004... I am afraid of the little girl that supposedly is going to stab me with the knife that she was killed with by her father. My cousin is gone. I am scared that something has happened to her. She supposedly got on a bus after her grandparents dropped her off at ( Read more... )

Felicia said I am mellow.. lol.. So thats my mood! YAY shes comming over! we cant freaking wait! I get to see RYAN tonight! yay umm.. kimber is here crashed out!

OMG IM SOOO HYPER i cant wait till ashley's par-T ..Kimber might come over tonight... :) Ashley Watson's party is tonight. I talked to Cassandra last night. Shes doing good.. She still a virgin too.. I was like wow.. Amber.. I can't believe shes pregnant! I am gonig to go call felicia and les and ryan.. layta~