rusty died:(

i need somebody to come over here and make my day. take me away so we can play.

who wants to be that person? call me please?

i want to do something. i'm bored.

i'm tired. we have been cleaning every fucking day. my body is tired.

i almost fell out of my dad's truck twice. my mother was making a turn and there goes the door and amber grabbing on to me. i almost shit myself.

well, i was ready to go to school but my mother kept me home. she's very ill and she can't watch emilie. so i'm here taking care of them both. thank god emilie is still asleep. she should be up around 11:00. i might take her to the park or on a walk. i haven't took her on a walk in a long time, it should be nice. alright, i'm done for now.

i can't sleep. i woke up from a nightmare and from being cold. i wish i could remember what the dream was. oh well.

a lot crap on my mind. i still cry almost everyday. life sucks right now.

i've been crying too much.

stolen from myfingeritches

Number Of:
:x: hearts I have broken? = i think none.
:x: people I could trust with my life = i would say 8.
:x: times my name has appeared in the news = once.
:x: scars on my body? = about 6 or 7
:x: things in my past that I regret? = too much to list.

Do you think you are:
:x: Pretty = most the time.
:x: Funny = yes
:x: Hot = eh.
:x: Friendly ( Read more... )

i cried like a baby today. i had to say good-bye to my sister and brother-in-law. i knew i was going to bust out crying when she hugged me. this is my sister first time moving out of the house and she moved to japan. i feel like shit. i want my sister back. i feel like crying now.