Aw man I haven't updated here in a while. Guess I haven't been too loyal and just skipped off to my xanga. Sorry. :( But here I am posting at 2 am because i feel bad. Hehe. Not that anyone ever read this thing. My Christmas was pretty cool. Merry Belated Christmas to all. Happy New Year. God Bless those inflicted by the horrible tsunami in the ( Read more... )

Sorry for not updating yesterday! You know, because I'm so popular like that...j/k. Well, yesterday was one of my better days this year. Practice really cheered me up a bit since I learned quite a bit from working with Bentley, Yosh, Guadeloupe (Amy), and Kim. And Bentley, you've shown lots of improvement on trimming your fouls/kick outs down. ( Read more... )

Why now? I look at the world…and most all I see is the heartless actions everywhere. I feel like I’m being torn apart. I feel like crap, depressed…and then I might feel happy for small amounts of time. But now I don’t know if I was ever really happy, or if I was trying extra hard to ignore my anger and anxiety. I don’t like the way I feel ( Read more... )

I was at my grandparent's for most of today. A lot fo people showed up..as usual. Stupid lebanese culture. They say, "Oh, come over for some coffee!" and that's just code for saying "Please, come over so we can spend hours on end talking, yelling, arguing, debating, gambling, smoking etc!" Oh well. I'll have to accept that. Better than tea in ( Read more... )

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First day of pure rest. I choose to stay home. All day. Yesterday, I went out to the mall with a friend I've known since kindergarten, although now she goes to Santiago. But it's okay. It's great we keep in touch, you know? I'm tired. I was tired yesterday. I have no money to buy gifts for my friends. Money. That word just puts me into a bad mood ( Read more... )

We won both games yesterday. We won both games today. I wasn't starter anymore for this tournament. Oh well. I feel like shit in the pool anyways, so it's alright ( Read more... )

Hi guys! I'm currently in my math class...we're having a party thing since it's the last day before winter break. Hell yeah. There's food and everything...and Mrs. Richardson is letting us use the computer or whatever, and play music, unless it's "bitches and hoes." Lol. So I'm happy I got to go on, since yesterday I didn't get to update since we ( Read more... )

I was about to head off to sleep when I stopped abruptly and thought: “On one of the rare days where my mood was overall good, I decide to ignore my blogs go to sleep.” So yeah…no, that doesn’t work. I must post my happiness ( Read more... )

I started off the day on a bad note. I was very quiet and I didn't say one word in 1st through 2nd period. (Literally.) But you know? After fourth period, my day was one of the best I've had so far this year. Oh yeah..and I love 1st period now because my teacher just relieved a lot of stress off our backs. It's my AO class, and it's the less ( Read more... )