One thing I probably want more in life than most anything else is a sister.
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We still don't get along, not like I want us to and I know some of that is my fault. I need to forgive her for not being there when I needed her so that we can be there for each other when we will need each other. Part of me is scared that we're so far apart that we'll never be able to come together. Since I never had Tami be a sister I tried to make my friends into sistersThat's how I am with my brother, and how I tried to be with some close friends. My brother and I have been at odds seemingly since the beginning, but at least we were parallel in life. From 1997 on we've just been getting further and further apart, further every day, and we're so far apart now that I wonder if we can ever be close. It's at least half my fault that we aren't, as much as I don't want to admit it
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Don't worry, be happy!!fredthegoddessMay 12 2007, 01:17:30 UTC
I know that you are unhappy about the things you don't have and/or miss but you should be very happy for the things you DO have-friends, a boyfriend (I think!), family that really is there for you, a job, etc...I'm not saying it's not ok to miss what you don't have because believe me I miss a lot of things too and I wish things were different in my life as well, but my experiences have taught me that everyone wants things that they don't have but you just have to be glad with what you do have! Things always find a way of working out.
It hurts me to think that you are unhappy because whenever I see you you are always smiling and things never seem to get you down. :(
Re: Don't worry, be happy!!the_lotteryMay 12 2007, 01:52:34 UTC
I'm always smiling when you see me because being around my friends makes me happy. I am very happy for the things that I do have, very happy, but when I'm not in direct contact with those things they don't affect me and I become overwhelmed by all of the bad.
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We still don't get along, not like I want us to and I know some of that is my fault. I need to forgive her for not being there when I needed her so that we can be there for each other when we will need each other. Part of me is scared that we're so far apart that we'll never be able to come together. Since I never had Tami be a sister I tried to make my friends into sistersThat's how I am with my brother, and how I tried to be with some close friends. My brother and I have been at odds seemingly since the beginning, but at least we were parallel in life. From 1997 on we've just been getting further and further apart, further every day, and we're so far apart now that I wonder if we can ever be close. It's at least half my fault that we aren't, as much as I don't want to admit it ( ... )
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It hurts me to think that you are unhappy because whenever I see you you are always smiling and things never seem to get you down. :(
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