in life, don't take everything so seriously.
we'll never get out alive.

admit it.
we flirt with each other.
we have so much fun with each other.
we laugh with each other
and we even try to be with each other.
and i believe we secretly love each other.
but how come when i think of you
and wonder if you're thinking of me,
it feels like you aren't?

how are you in love?

you tend to get very attached when you're with someone. you want to see your love all the time.

you love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

you stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back.

and when you fall, you fall hard.

don't ever get a tonsillectomy. seriously. you'll cry.

i am in the worst pain i think i have ever been in my life ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i could go back a day or two and rethink my choices. or just hit myself for thinking of certain things.

but then sometimes things turn out alright in the end. if it wasn't for my friends, i don't know where i'd be. they help me out of the stickiest shit.

i love you guys.

um, boys suck. :]

mom doesn't trust me to do anything anymore. honestly, i'm 17, and i'll be in college next year. let me make some decisions of my own, woman!

computer died, and laptops rip up your wrists like crazy

Thanksgiving wasn't all that i thought it would be. it was actually kind of depressing. i didn't even eat a lot at dinner, and my mom decides to bring down the whole "festive spirit" thing we had going and says ( Read more... )

happy thanksgiving, everybody :]

i am thankful for...


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my friends are making me happy lately. like, Lynsay and i ordering pizzas to be delivered to our sixth hour, or Groch coming over at one in the morning to play NBA 2K2, or going out to a movie with my brother, or talking to Gill on the phone late late at night. it's just nice to be involved again ( Read more... )