Ok fuck dude I hate when i'm a fuck up towards myself and its fucken retared and just plain oh fucked up. Yeah I did it again and I don't know why I did it my just plain o messed up in the head. Oh well I cant help it. I'm just a fucked up 16 year old what can I do. Just be myself as I'm well yeah I have to go to nighty night now so see you when I ( Read more... )

Hey this summer been one fucked up summer! yeah all i've been doing is working and crap like that. Also been going to fucken summer school too its been so full of shit. But its my last week so i'm so happy.yeah i have a boring life but who cares. hope to see some of my friends soon. I'm having a pool party again soon hope to see u guys there. yeah ( Read more... )

Yeah Its been a while I just been really really busy with all this crap at my house but its all good. Yeah schools almost over. Hell yeah I'm so glad I don't have to go to fucken school anymore. Well any way nothing really has happend with meh in the past couple of weeks just been the same old same old. Yeah well some shit as gone down but its not ( Read more... )

Hey I'm been really busy and I fucken hate my life as always. I've been freaken out about every little peice of Shit that happens. I don't know what I'm ganna do schools almost out and I'm worried about everything. So yeah oh well. Have you ever wonder if there is some one really out there for everyone? Well I don't know if that is true because I ( Read more... )

fucken shit!! my fucken family is full of it and I'm just plan sick of it. I always have to stay fucken home alone on the weekend and never have any fun with friends. MY stupd brother right now is at his fucken friends house and didn't even do any of his shit around the house so I had to do it. I got yelled at all fucken day cause I wasn't doing " ( Read more... )

Hey guys what is up? I got some good news but some bad news too. Well AT is no more. Fuck that shit hes a dumb ass that needs to get a life and stop playing with mine. I finally talked to him today and it was hell like all the another phone calls I have with him. But one thing he dosn't no i need to tell him and before I say anything I need to know ( Read more... )

well it does todays been really really shitty and I hate it. Man why do I always get my heart hurt. No offense to any boys but I hate them (but my friends} Oh well guess it just had to happen to meh. so any ways i don't think i will ever meet a guy thats wright for me. Poeple just walk all over meh because i'm to nice to everyone. I cant be mean to ( Read more... )

hows it going there!?!?!?!? I hope good yeah todays beens really really good. I really didn't do anything today but oh well. I'll write more when I get more I'm at the fucking club so I'll write more when I get home see ya laters

Hey todays been really shitty. Oh well cant help with that. *tear. Well yeah nothing really happened to me today it really sucked i guess. So yea I haven't been writing in this alot latley but oh well. Guess I'm ganna go now so laters. Megsters

Yeah its been a while I guess. Nothing really has been happening to me lately. My life has been all good and everything. I got my website going again but theres really nothing on it I need to get stoof on it so it can be kool.I've been really upset lately. I've been really loney and quiet and I guess you can say it sucks. I haven't been my self in ( Read more... )