and one other thing...
i FINALLY took this out of my AIM profile:
THROUGH ECSTASY, CRYSTAL METH AND GLUE
I'VE FOUND NO DRUG COMPARES TO YOU
WITH ALL THESE PILLS AND ALL THIS WEED
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I NEED
meh, actually, after having done the lj cut, i'm not in the mood to rant and rave about how "i don't know what i need." maybe some other time? basically i've tried and experimented with many things (not anything bad like ecstasy crystal meth or glue, etc, but you know what i mean..) and have experienced and accomplished an awful lot (in my opinion) for only being 18, but no matter what new things i experience, some things just still don't compare to what i've had all along.
but the odd part is that even though i know that what i have right now is in fact all that i'll ever need (in theory), i'm not blind to the fact that there's still something that i don't have yet. so through all the distractions that are set in front of my eyes right now, i can still see through and know that there is something else beyond all of this rubbish that my life is consisted [mostly] of at present. i can't tell exactly what it is though because it's partially hidden behind a million other distractions, but at some point i'll step back and breathe and i'll have a clear view of it. but until then, i'm content to wait.
^incredibly vague, but oh well^
haha i love how a song about girls on drugs can make me think so much when that's probably never what the song was about. but you never know, maybe that's what tom petty meant and i'm just the only one who figured it out.. i love this song though...
tom petty - girl on LSD
i's in love with a girl on marijuana
she said "if i'm not stoned i don't wanna"
but she got so paranoid
her place i would avoid
i's in love with a girl on marijuana
i's in love with a girl on cocaine
she had everything going but a brain
we'd talk endlessy for hours
but by morning it'd go sour
i's in love with a girl on cocaine
through extacy, crystal meth and glue
i've found no drug compares to you
with all these pills
and all this weed
i don't know just what i need
i's in love with a girl on LSD
she'd see things i'd never see
she broadened her perspective
then i got more selective
i's in love with a girl on LSD
through extacy, crystal meth and glue
i've found no drug compares to you
with all these pills
and all this weed
i don't know what i need
i's in love with a girl who drank beer
'til bad breath and all she disappeared
she was blowin' up real bad
but when she left i was still sad
i's in love with a girl who drank beer
i's in love with a girl on china white
we were married for a year one night
her memory still lingers
cuz i burned all my fingers
i's in love with a girl on china white
i's in love with a girl who drank coffee
there was times when i couldn't keep her off me
that caffeine got her goin'
but her ugly side was showin'
i's in love with a girl who drank coffee
i's in love with a girl who was a dealer
i's afraid some body'd come and steal her
we never used to fight
but the phone rang day and night
i's in love with a girl who was a dealer
sure as hell
she got popped by the big guys
THROUGH ECSTASY, CRYSTAL METH AND GLUE
I'VE FOUND NO DRUG COMPARES TO YOU
WITH ALL THESE PILLS AND ALL THIS WEED
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I NEED
meh, actually, after having done the lj cut, i'm not in the mood to rant and rave about how "i don't know what i need." maybe some other time? basically i've tried and experimented with many things (not anything bad like ecstasy crystal meth or glue, etc, but you know what i mean..) and have experienced and accomplished an awful lot (in my opinion) for only being 18, but no matter what new things i experience, some things just still don't compare to what i've had all along.
but the odd part is that even though i know that what i have right now is in fact all that i'll ever need (in theory), i'm not blind to the fact that there's still something that i don't have yet. so through all the distractions that are set in front of my eyes right now, i can still see through and know that there is something else beyond all of this rubbish that my life is consisted [mostly] of at present. i can't tell exactly what it is though because it's partially hidden behind a million other distractions, but at some point i'll step back and breathe and i'll have a clear view of it. but until then, i'm content to wait.
^incredibly vague, but oh well^
haha i love how a song about girls on drugs can make me think so much when that's probably never what the song was about. but you never know, maybe that's what tom petty meant and i'm just the only one who figured it out.. i love this song though...
tom petty - girl on LSD
i's in love with a girl on marijuana
she said "if i'm not stoned i don't wanna"
but she got so paranoid
her place i would avoid
i's in love with a girl on marijuana
i's in love with a girl on cocaine
she had everything going but a brain
we'd talk endlessy for hours
but by morning it'd go sour
i's in love with a girl on cocaine
through extacy, crystal meth and glue
i've found no drug compares to you
with all these pills
and all this weed
i don't know just what i need
i's in love with a girl on LSD
she'd see things i'd never see
she broadened her perspective
then i got more selective
i's in love with a girl on LSD
through extacy, crystal meth and glue
i've found no drug compares to you
with all these pills
and all this weed
i don't know what i need
i's in love with a girl who drank beer
'til bad breath and all she disappeared
she was blowin' up real bad
but when she left i was still sad
i's in love with a girl who drank beer
i's in love with a girl on china white
we were married for a year one night
her memory still lingers
cuz i burned all my fingers
i's in love with a girl on china white
i's in love with a girl who drank coffee
there was times when i couldn't keep her off me
that caffeine got her goin'
but her ugly side was showin'
i's in love with a girl who drank coffee
i's in love with a girl who was a dealer
i's afraid some body'd come and steal her
we never used to fight
but the phone rang day and night
i's in love with a girl who was a dealer
sure as hell
she got popped by the big guys