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[the_murder]

here it goes again...i dunno whats the matter with me....i got into a fight with Brittney again. i think our friendship is really over now. i kinda hope it is to. (i'm glade you finally realized everything i have been trying to tell you for so long...i mean about how i'm a bigger problem then i'm worth, and how much i have fucked things up for you

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[the_murder]

usually i;d be laughing my ass off, but for some reason i'm not...am i really that depressed right now? shit fuck on that...

Moe

[darktress]

You do a lot of things right. You love me and I you. You're always there for me to talk to and that means a lot to me. You are my younger sister. No one fucks with you but me. Thats always how it is. You can't say you're sorry for being yourself. No one can tell you how to be. You need to do what makes you happy. I miss you so much. We do better apart because we annoy the shit out of each other, but I wouldn't know what to do if I lost you. I love you babe.

P.S. What exactly are you talking about when you said sorry to dad? Please tell me!

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[the_murder]

aww...i love you too. and i know that you are always here for me....i know we do better when we are apart, but i dont like it....i dunno i just miss you so much. i'd be lost with out you too. I love you...

Maureen

[daytime_dreamr4]

Don't change too much!! I like you because you are strange. If you try to act too normal then you will hurt yourself because you will be squashing the real you down and it will drive you insane and then you will hurt everyone who loves you bc you are yourself and you don't give a fuck what other people think. And everything shitty that happens isn't just your fault. It can be part of your fault, but not just you. It's not like we are all perfect people and you come in and fuck our lives up! Usually there wasn't something right to begin with. I'll tell you something that you did that was right. You taught me what loyalty was. I know me, Leah, and Laura treated you like shit somedays when we were younger but you always forgave us. When I realized you stayed loyal as a friend to me I tried to do the same. I'm not sure I did a great job at it but you have no idea how horrible I feel to this day for what I did when I was little. I should have stood up for you but I was a little chicken shit when I was little. I guess other people can be

[the_murder]

I LOVE YOU CHRYSTAL!!! i know that we had an odd friendship growing up. but now that we are older i htnk we realized more how much we cherish our friendship. you have no idea how happy you made me. i never thought you looked up to me like that, and i feel all great about it. I'm always here to talk. i hope things get better for you.

Moe