don't worry, not many people really know me, either. (although i am not nearly as complex as you)
but the important thing is that you know yourself, and i think you're very on track when it comes to that aspect. also, the people around you, whether it be friends or family, should know you. only the closest people, the people who can honestly say that they love you. 99.99% of the ddr community may never really know you, but you shouldn't let that bother you.
This is one of the deepest post I have ever read from anyone. Its deep because its something that I can really feel. The more I get to know you through speaking to you or through reading the things you write, I realize that we really have a lot in common. Its kinda scary but I went through almost the same experience and I'm the same age as you. DDR also helped me to get over a female I was with for about 4 years even though I had a shitload of family and friends supporting me. There's so much that has changed about me since I started playing that I'm wasn't sure if i was the same person. But later I think I realized that I am who I am because thats how I wanted to be and I was just growing up and maturing even though certain aspects of my life will never change. I hope you figure yourself out and find peace of mind, it'll help you sleep a lot better at night. btw, Canibus was like my favorite rapper but I'll go into that with you over AIM.
Yo man....to be honest..the things you listed about ur likes and stuff....I knew some of them because we talk a lot and I do consider you to be one of my best, if not the best friend I have right now. You have opened my eyes to a lot of things and taught me a lot of lessons, eventhough you don't know it. You don't know how much I look up to you. I've listened to all the things we have talked about and just took it all in. School, work, and I notice how you are with Ceejay. To me, you are one of those perfect inspirations that come along every once in a while. I can't explain to you how you look in my eyes. Its like, every time I talk to you I learn something new. Your over all knowledge of things amazes me. I can see why people just flock to you. I can see why if we want to get mass amounts of people to go somewhere, we have to mention your name. Its obvious to see why people want to be like you. Although, to tell the truth, I don't wanna be like you. I want to have some of your qualities, but be my own person. You have shown me that
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but the important thing is that you know yourself, and i think you're very on track when it comes to that aspect. also, the people around you, whether it be friends or family, should know you. only the closest people, the people who can honestly say that they love you. 99.99% of the ddr community may never really know you, but you shouldn't let that bother you.
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Hey man i hope your doing alright on the other side. This identity crisis is something i'm not used to seeing happen to a good friend of mine.
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