doesnt that just break your heart ?
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
list of things to do today :
-ricci is doing makeup for the party
-laundry
-make myself somehow presentable in three hours (this will be a task , i look like hell and back today)
-keep my clothes on tonight
-listen to more oasis
-be nice to chuck and mutti
-god willing , have a good clean time tonight that i wont regret or hear everyone talking about me afterwards .
-talk to mel about possibly going to the movies again
-listen to more music
-have a drink to calm my nerves
my non exisent nerves , if every time i drank it was just to calm my nerves i would be dead by now .
life would be so much simpler if there werent people and feelings and instincts , if there was just wine and great music the world would be a better place