Well, freedom of expression and elation is my state ( Read more... )

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well she called today. im happy. last night i had kirbs over and some girls and sean. fungus amungus saturday night. not bad. first time. had fun untill she tried to steal my sweatshirt. but then i had more fun. im tired. school tomorrow. college music auditions on friday. need to practice untill my balls sweat fire.

goodnight.

sucker

went to a show tonight, partyed with jack, smoked some, Then met a great girl.

dont have much to say today. bought a pack. bad idea. wont let this setback take on me though. Gymnastics season started yesterday. I got a handstand into stuts on P-bars today, impressed the coach which was cool. I never could do a swing hand untill today. dont know why but i understand, and have it now so ha! Im gonna leave you with ( Read more... )

Any pretty woman I didn't take the time to kiss, any crazy thing I didn't do, I meant to. I'm always on the run, things get lost some things get done, but if I didn't have all the fun I meant to, I meant to. Maybe this one chance is all we really have and maybe all you got is what you get to, well I ain't gonna cry, I'll give it my best try then ( Read more... )

I'd like to close my eyes and go numb ( Read more... )

today was a pretty shitty day. didnt accomplish much. she makes me hurt from time to time when i see her go out with others, but hey what can i do right? so i workout, or try to. Jazz tonight was kickin hard. It felt good. playin this new chart- Scissors and Glue, fast swing piece and the solo section is killer. easy 251 progressions and it ( Read more... )

Interesting weekend. more on the not so enjoyable side. again. friday went to NIU for a jazz fest, and fell in love. One of the Professors of jazz at NIU came up to me and shook my hand and told me he liked my sound, so that made me happy ( Read more... )

I started talking to an old buddy/brother friend yesterday and it was awsam. I miss chillin with him. it will be fun to see eachother in gymnastics this year. my mom is on my ass about homework, but i just cant seem to get moving on it. im stuck here without you. i go to and come home from school not knowing anything new and its bad ( Read more... )