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[the_new_zer0]

I am going to die.

I don't take care of this body that I hate and I don't share Ray Kurzweils fear and hatred of death.

If I don't wake up tomorrow it would be no tragedy to me.

Regardless, the end is important in all things.

Talking with David tonight I realized there are certain things I wish for, so I'm writing them here in my voluminous

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[theonlypurpose]

I often think about the notion of death being the end, completely, and what that means. if I were to die tonight and no longer exist except in some scrambled molecular form that holds no consciousness, which I think is a pretty likely possibility, than so then do all my memories, and all the memories I had of other people that died. and of course everyone who remembered me and the important things that make moments matter will also die, and their memories will also feed the fire. eventually, all memories will cease to exist, and if something comes to not exist then, it would seem to me, that it never really existed at all. I mean, of course it existed, but what the fuck does that matter, right? if nothing is there, then there pretty much never was. "Well, the fact that it happened is what really matters..." Ha, tell that to the Abyss

[the_new_zer0]

You should watch The Transcendent Man. Its a documentary about Ray Kurzweil, a genius who pops 200 pills a day in the hope of keeping himself alive until 2040 or so when we'll be able to download our psyche/soul onto the internet and eventually possess cloned bodies and be immortal. It makes a hell of a lot of more sense to believe in that than the Judeo-Christian heaven, and is no more crazy a concept than iPhones would have been to our grandma's if they were told about them as little girls. Its pretty much what keeps me going, finding out if we make it another 29 years and that type of thing goes down or we wipe ourselves out before we can make it. Maybe you, Doug, and I will be sipping mohitos on the beach of a terraformed Mars 200 years from now all wearing the body of Matt Damon and having really nasty sex with aliens. It could happen/McWorld.

[theonlypurpose]

I've thought about that before, too, and the problem, as I see it, is that Ray Kurzweil will go all that way only to still die as a reproduction of his consciousness is downloaded onto a computer. sure, the reproduction will be to the tee, but it'll just be a copy. the living consciousness that is Him will die with his memory cells. I'm sure this is debatable philosophically, but when his brain dies, he dies, and whatever lives on in a computer is a separate entity, completely apart from him. it's the one thing the Federation never tells to any of its crew: once you step into that teleport, you are fucked. see, the theory behind the teleporter in Star Trek is that it will scatter your atoms, only to reconstruct them somewhere else. however, when they're constructed somewhere else, they are, in fact, something else, and the original Star Fleet member is now floating in billions of pieces around the bridge. downloading yourself to a computer would work in much the same way. however, this is an optimistic way of looking at this: we are

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[the_new_zer0]

I hear what you sayin, and your proper spelling of Mojito does lend you credibility, however I would imagine Kurzweil would argue that the technology present 29 years into the future would be such that it wouldn't be a precise copy but would actually be you, sans flesh. As far as the argument regarding our physical form defining us to some degree, the argument lies in the ol' every seven years we basically inhabit new bodies on a cellular level. So if Kurzweil is suggesting this trend continues indefinitely in an even more extreme concept of new body it might not be so different from whats occurring now, and what has always occurred on a biological level. Also, I think his vision includes lots of cybernetic hybridization on a nanotechnological scale. I think we and most people can agree, as well would Kurzweil, that in a post-technological singularity world our concept of humanity would be completely nullified and we would we talking about the evolution to an arguably higher plane of existence

Addendum to request list

[the_new_zer0]

All of Us

Addendum to general wishes

[the_new_zer0]

Le Moribond by Jacques Brel to be played at the end of my wake and for the church organ at the service to play Seasons in The Sun. If Max Heath is free he can be paid his usual fee to play during the funeral.

[the_new_zer0]

If we could work a reading of Yeats "The Second Coming" in somewhere, maybe opening or closing the ceremonies?