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Nov 25, 2002 18:59

Updating livejournal. Smoking in my room in clear violation of treaties made previously with myself. We are full of surprises, most of them disappointing. Today there was a fight on my bus. Three people boarded, two men, one woman. I was immediately struck with the impression that they had been carefully transplanted from my home county of ( Read more... )

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happy anonymous November 26 2002, 10:51:52 UTC

You're updating again...yay.

I know exactly what you mean. anonymous November 29 2002, 23:38:05 UTC

I know that feeling, that you want to help, but that it's so much easier to be one of the crowd. I still wonder how to overcome it. Is it a disregard for the opinions of others? Is it even something deeper than that, a kind of selfless nature? A Buddhist disregard ( ... )

anon anonymous December 5 2002, 21:54:14 UTC

The world is sick. I understand that. What I don't understand is why there are people who can recognize it, and wallow in it's misery and make that misery their own. They seem to understand the sickness better than other people do. They are the one's who are in a constant state of analyzing, not only of themselves and their unending foibles, weaknesses, pains, and occasionally, their triumphs, but those of the rest of the world as well. Sometimes I think that there's no fucking way that the rest of humanity can feel things as strongly as I do, because that sort of power would destroy the universe. Self-centered much? I know. But really...because then there are those who seem not so aware of the ugliness, or the beauty for that matter. I mean, I can be numb, but that is just a product of feeling too much too often. It's different. And I am starting to sound as though I feel superior to other people. That's not what I'm going for either-All I'm trying to say is that I get a certain feeling when I talk to people. There are certain levels ( ... )

Re: anon the_nick December 6 2002, 23:39:47 UTC

yeah, so it seems, but who are you? Curiousity nibbles at me like a hive of fire ants.

Re: anon anonymous December 7 2002, 21:50:57 UTC

I can't tell you. Fun, though, huh? Just update your goddam journal once in a while, will ya, so I have something to look forward to!