Dinner with the guys....

[the_nut_house]

We’ll be leaving in a second to go meet Daniel and Darren for dinner. I must admit it, I’m a little nervous. I’ve not seen Daniel since...well, since then. Nor have I talked to him. Lee has, but I haven’t. I...I hate this, not knowing what to say. I mean, the bitch kept a diary, she planned all this, knew what she was going to do...from what the

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[klgrem]

*HUgs* Karl.
It will get better. I have faith, too.
^_^

Linda

[the_nut_house]

Thanks Linda, I am sorry I didn't write back sooner. I just had a lot to think about. You guys know alot about what happened, but not everything, not yet anyway, and, well, I kinda hope that it isn't ever necessary to say in public what happened.

But I worry about that, worry about them bringing that Thing to trial, what it will mean to Darren and Daniel. It's a nightmare I don't know they've thought about yet.

It really was good though, getting to hold Daniel again and know he really was going to be okay. I just hope he never has to see the tapes. That really scares me, him having to. *sigh

[klgrem]

That's okay, Karl. I understand. You all need to heal. *Huggles*

[the_nut_house]

Sigh, I love you Linda, love your huggles.

Thanks.

I think I'll go back to bed now. Lee's snoring though. Maybe I'll go jog instead. I haven't since, well, all this began. So I think I will do that.

Karl

[matinee_idyll]

I don't know if many people realize this (obviously we do), but both of them are very passionate and sensitive people. Darren may be more vocal about his thoughts and feelings, but that is part and parcel of being a lyricist. Daniel, however, has only recently started to vocalize his emotions. The way I see it, this can only be a good thing; it means that he is growing and learning, as himself and as one half of a relationship.

I hope dinner is enjoyed with high spirits.

[the_nut_house]

Dinner was rough at first but once we got through the hard part and we all stopped crying (yeah yeah four grown men, crying like 4 year olds but none of us cared) we were okay. Daniel is amazing, isn't he? He really HAS grown and changed alot, and maybe Lee's right, this will make them both even stronger. I feel weak as a newborn kitten still and I'm still worried, still want to keep an eye on him but Darren's taking off with Daniel for a bit, and we're headed for Australia. Will probably post a bit more here for a little while until Lee is needed by Darren again.

Karl

we cannot see all ends *comfs* :/

[sunhawk]

you didn't fail anyone, you did the best you could and that's the most anyone can expect! *huggles* I'm sure you'll all sort things out and heal together!

Re: we cannot see all ends *comfs* :/

[the_nut_house]

Oh Steen, you know how much I adore you? I do. Everything's going to be okay I think, we're all going to do some different things for a bit, see what unfolds next. Lee and I are going to be under his parents' roof for a bit, which means I'll gain weight and get fat and lazy and be totally useless. She spoils me rotten.

Karl

Re: we cannot see all ends *comfs* :/

[sunhawk]

i adore you too Karl! ^___^ *smushes*
Yay for being spoiled, i think we can all use a bit of that! :D