S1NtHeT1kREaLItY: rahh! i wish there was a testimonial that i could write to show HOW much you mean to me! lol. there really isnt words enough to tell how special you are. nothing can EVER happen to you. okay?! in light of everything going on, im telling you that nothing else bad is allowed to happen to you. ...cuz i said so... and im monika! and ( Read more... )

im so effing bored.someone save me.

someone told me misery is a time that will always pass.but when?

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well today was the funeral.it was bad, real bad.brandon dident even look like himself he looked thirty years old and fat.i dont want to remember him that way at all.i have no more tears and i cant breath out of my nose.i fell like a pile of shit but today was definatly closure.i sat betwenn chelli and amber right behind the family i put a femder ( Read more... )

Wish You Were Here (Waters, Gilmour) 5:17 ( Read more... )

i have been so busy the past week i havent been to work since monday.last night we went to brandons house and his mother told us that when he hung himself he had you know youre right by nirvana on repeat.so it was very upsetting because at that time thats what song we had playing on his stereo.early wensday morning anna called me at 3 am and asked ( Read more... )

wtf is wrong with me.i cant slepp i dont know what to do i cant stop thinking about brandon and i have work in five hours i just layed down for like 2hours straight thinking of all my dead frinds.

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