It seems the that most lj posts these days people arnt to happy. I think i'll join the club lol. Today im feeling better er maybe not better im not as moody as i have been but im feeling a long night of drinking and toking. i -really- need to stop doing that too i was handling it fairly well but last night went back and reminded me why i always say ( Read more... )

So there i was about to dig into a huge turkey dinner when ... but lets rewind a little first ( Read more... )

( quick weekend recap )

Stupid Lj you should update yourself more often. Why cant you just update what i think bleh writing seems like work to me all of a sudden but i always say its too long between my updates. ha yep that will work for a rant and taking up some space ( Read more... )

Alright this time i have to admit beer let me down :( ... or more i blame my mother heh but parents are to blame for everything eh freud (sp). Anyways i woke up monday night around 12:30 came down and seen in the fridge a bottle of ex and thought shit someone actually bought good beer! I grabbed her out and started drinkin and i thought to myself ( Read more... )

The point of updating this journal i figure is so that i can easily look back later on in life and see what i was up to but im not sure its going to work the best since half the time i cant remember what happend the night before anyways ( Read more... )

Right now trying to stay up so i can call darren at 3am cause hes woriking the night shift to see if he wants to drive me i mean go with me to the races in delaware sat and sun. Sadly i bet he will have to work and without a ride there i cant go shitty deal. Maybe if he cant drive i can beg and plead with my mom and she will let me borrow the van ( Read more... )

I should write this while its still as fresh as possible probably would have been better to do last night but meh i was tired ( Read more... )

that white rabbit. it follows me everywhere. i cant get rid of it. i got it when it was small, it used to take me to new worlds. now all it does is cover my eyes from reality. I try to run but its getting bigger all the time. eating more and more. It seems unstoppable. draws closer and closer to biting into my neck. leaving me permanently damaged ( Read more... )

Alright last night Ken and i went out to chatham after work so i could get my tattoo. The one ive always been meaning to get for over a year. My first tattoo I was all psyched i had scheduled it with Jim last saturday. we got to chatham and jim had everything set up when we came in i showed him exactly what i wanted him to do. and hes like yep i ( Read more... )