So by any chance would ANYONE out there love to give me a late birthday present? Um like taking me out tonight to get piss drunk and getting me some smokes? I need a cig!!!!! God dammit I'm depressed!!!!

So yeah my emotional level and psychological state are all fucked up. I can't think straight hell I can't even move around without getting tired as all hell. I mean what am I going to do? I fell for this girl which seems to me to be a bad choice. Up until 2 weeks ago I thought that she would eventually be my girlfriend, it would have been nice. I ( Read more... )

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The most exciting thing today is probably the only thing I did today... take a shower... WOW I really don't think thats all someone should do for there birthday. I mean was going to do SOMETHING but not how life works, huh?

So in 6 years I've accomplished absolutely nothing. Six years and I'm still in a fucked up situation. Whats the point... I mean seriously... nothing seems to go my way.... I found myself passing over 85 the other day on pleasant hill, on the bridge and thought to myself how easy it would be... hmmmm I need to maybe go for a walk over there again...

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So we know who all is doing what for Dragon Con this year... and guess what people the fuck head KEITH got Eddie... I say we go beat his ass!!!!!

Hello boys and girls how are we this bleak and gloomy evening? I know you haven't heard from me in awhile and I apologize I've been... distracted. And not in that good way either. I'm tired, tired of so much and I know I've said this before but I don't know... this time it feels different... I don't feel like yelling at people for being stupid, I ( Read more... )

1. Total number of films you own on DVD/VHS: 0 ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: August 27

Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path ( Read more... )