Ack, rehearsal was blah. Sami is the best stage manager ever! She is totally taking charge! I feel like such a pansy next to her!! Ahahaha! The cast got fitted for their outfits and I took role so there was at least one accomplishment...

NLGD on DVD 3/29!!! Yesss.

I'm gonna go feed my face. Peace...<3 xxxx ( Read more... )

Sibling soccer games= Sara as the family villain.

Being sick= being miserable.

Being pissed off= not feeling like doing tutoring homework, due tomorrow at 11AM.

Screaming "FUCK FUCK FUCK" in my head. Later.

Went to Starbucks this morning with Heather. Love her! Such a sweetheart!

Made fun of "stumpies" with Sami in 2nd hour. How hardcore was that? The rest of my day was pointless with FCAT exercises.

Was fine until rehearsal. I don't know what to do anymore, I really don't. So to sum it up the best I can: fuck 4992. And it vexes me so....Later.

Still the outsider wanting in. Goddamn, what is wrong with me? I'm a total freakin' loser (more than before). Well fuck all of them if they want to ignore me. Someday I will be appreciated and loved by all my colleagues and aquaintances, but that day needs to come sooner. Still bummed out...

Def. got 2 excellents at districts. Fuck. I believe that makes me the only senior that didn't get at least one superior. I am so bummed, even though I know that I said I was fine. Just--fuck...

Districts tomorrow= seizure for Sara. <3xxxx

I don't know why I'm freaking out so much for districts! I've done it before! I'm seriously fretting over my student directed scene, my ensemble scenes, EVERYTHING!! Someone get this girl a fucking Ridlin!
Later? <3 xxxx

Today was the first day back. Not bad at all! I just missed Lou when I realized she wasn't there. ; (

It was nice to say hi to everyone and have new classes with good friends.

Well, I'm off to Damn Yankees rehearsal. Show some love people!
<3 xxxx

Def. don't want to work tonight, but then I get to see Phantom again so I'm excited!! YAY FOR GERRY BUTLER! SOOO HOT! (Hence my subject title). Nicole and I are obsessed. LOL!

So show me some love people! <3 xxxx

Another flippin' long rehearsal. Why am I so tired? Clariton perhaps?

Going out to din-din then chillaxin' w/ my Advent Posse. Matt is still MIA so he's the only one missing. LOL!

OK kids, I'm out! <3 xxxx