i cant get over the fact that we are going to college soon.

excited bc its all going to be new, but at the same time, i love what i have now and i dont wanna grow apart from the people in my life (joe, garrity, searcy, matt, mike, carraggi, luis and the list goes on)

i know ill be fine socially, i have always been a "people person", the works ( Read more... )

im happy.

Im thinking i am going to end up hurt after all this is said and done.

so much to say, but i cant spit it out.

this is killing me.......

and i need to stop writing in this stupid thing.

this isnt how this was suppose to go.

the fact that i have become untrustworthy i think is what is bothering me the most in this.
i fucking promise you, im being sincere.

i cant even really talk to anyone to fucking make this any better.

heh, i fucked up

nothing really new i guess

gunna have to just see how shit goes now

happy bday adg

so my birthday has come and gone and now i am 18

woot.

its seems that not matter how things are going, i always focus on what isnt going well for me in life.

i need to start thinking more on the positive note, and appreciate what i have.
im sure im one of billions of poeple that do this, but im going to start or atleast try to change.

movies at 935.
call if you wanna come.

k, love you, bye.
;-)

i played baseball today for the first time in a while.....i miss it a lot.

hanging wiht bill adn deve was cool, since i havent seen them in a while

konstentine(spell check) and raphi are cool dudes as well

didnt have time to go up to salem tonight  =/

call me or something, im to tired to go out, but im down for talking

if every day was like today, id prob be the happiest kid alive!!!!
(is that less emo for you searcy?)

twas a good day though, i got a drum stick from brandnew

and i found a window to put in my car

and i jsut got off the phone/outa the shower, both of which were sweet

and now im going to bed

gn