I kinda feel weird

Aug 10, 2004 05:41

I feel like I'm a lot different than most of the people in this community (or more of a reject.. lol ( Read more... )

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havefunwiththat August 10 2004, 19:14:11 UTC
You are not the only one out there.
Last summer I did not talk to one single person,except family.
That I literally developed a sort of speech impediment.
I could not talk correctly.

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ex_feia203 August 13 2004, 03:25:39 UTC
I hear ya! After I go a day or two without talking at all, I can already hear myself talking funny.

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havefunwiththat August 13 2004, 09:43:51 UTC
Hahaha.
Its so weird.

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WHAT?! pillcrazedangel August 11 2004, 05:02:22 UTC
Let me first say that that better not be a picture of yourself in your avatar, if so your far from ugly, but I dont plan on giving away complements.
Sure YOU can hate the way you look, which is probibly the reason nowon hangs out with you, people can feel those type of "Vibes" no matter how unintouch they are.
I know how much it sucks to not have anyone to talk to, believe me.
The point of my post is this, (A. No of course we would never kick you out of this community for saying that. (B.Agin if thats your picture in your AV your not ugly, so if you were to go out once and a while Im POSITIVE you would find friends, depending on how picky you are about them is the only thing that would determine the amount. And (C.Your old enuff to go to clubs, theirs no way you can go to a party if you dont know anyone, go out, meet people.
Im sorry things suck, and I KNOW I probibly sound like a total dick but honestly, friends dont apear out of nowhere....You have to find them.

R~

P.S.I hope you do find some friends though, Im not a compleat ass

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Re: WHAT?! ex_feia203 August 13 2004, 03:23:41 UTC
well, see i didn't always hate the way i look. it was just fed into me my entire life - by my peers - that i'm ugly, and when i was around 14 i just started accepting the fact that i was ugly. (by the way thanks for hinting that i'm not ugly, it sounds like you truly mean that.. so thanks). but for some reason, around here, everyone calls me ugly. i have a lot of shit happen to me. i go places, i get stuff thrown at me.
maybe u r right about people knowing I hate the way I look, and picking up those vibes. I wish I could change them, but those people are what put those vibes there in the first place.
About going to clubs, I went to one before, but nobody really paid attention to me except for perverted guys, and those aren't the types of friends I'm looking for. I know I said "I've never been to a party", but I've thought about it and I'm really not a "party" type of person. I think I'm looking for friends that are more introverted like me. I just gotta find them.

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blaznasian29 August 14 2004, 15:46:39 UTC
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? you are not ugly at all. if u truly thought u were ugly, i don't think u would even post ur picture up as ur avatar. and it's all about ur self-confidence. if ur gonna keep letting these people affect your attitude and ur view on life, then you're just letting them win. find faith in jesus and he will help you through. i promise. find positive people and surround yourself by them. don't worry about what other people think, it's all about you.

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