shhhiiiiiiit

i found a letter.

it was a fantastic tale of love found, and love rejoiced.

and i was the main character.

he promises me that he will not date this girl... but today he took her home ( Read more... )

i really didnt have to talk about tony and mys relationship with shane last night....

but with doing so i really fucked myself over.

i could barely get out of bed this morning.

lets go...
if you want it,'
you can get it,
let me know....

yeah... ive had that song stuck in my head alllll day.

so i have a new e-mail ...its:

yeahilovehearts@yahoo.com

<3<3<3

almost time for awards thing...

i am bored out of my mind, but im paying with my lap top,... yeah it has highspeed internet now<3

my entire day is ruined.

and i feel that at 4... it will be ruined even more.

and this morning i thought i was ready to start moving on.

this hurts more than the fact that we arent dating anymore. i cant believe that he went back to arron. if i meant anything to him anymore, i would try to interviene and find out why tony took arron back. i dont understand it at all. if he becomes friends with arron again, i doubt there would be any chance that he would remain my friend later on. ( Read more... )

im strong
im strong
im strong
im strong
im strong.

i just wanted to get away tonight, but that didnt happen. i guess the wounds were too fresh to really forget about all of it.

so today was hard. i kept tearing up at random moments of the day. it hurts so much, not that i want him back so badly... well kind of. my heart wants him back, to feel his touch, to hear his laughter. but my brain keeps telling me that its not worth the heartache. it hurts more to think that my year and three months excusion with this boy, i ( Read more... )

AHHHHHH.

NOT AGAIN.