There comes a time in all of our lives that we question or purpose, our goals, our dreams, and our friends... this time is filled with regrets and could haves....my time in pittsburgh has been such a roller coaster ride...and the best part about living here is gone...so i lay here...wishing...hoping...and waiting for his return......

its amazing to me that no matter how long its been since i talked to greg that whenever i need him or he needs me im there....talked to greg tonight obviously for like thirty minutes caught up and such...ive missed my home friends dearly the last few weeks and would give anything to have all my friends together again for just one night....soon ( Read more... )

After a day of writing in my journal drama finds me again...its my journal...if u read it , id appreciate that you kept its contents to yerself.....arent we all allowed to express ourselves? i guess im not.....GET A LIFE!

Things have been crazy with me all summer....ive been here there and everywhere it seems.....im enjoying my time though because im not getting to bored in one place....im currently in pittsburgh and will pretty much be here until the end of august....its so wierd not being home for things that i have always been home for...mothers day, fathers day ( Read more... )

I still see your face in my dreams ( Read more... )

WEll im back in pittsburgh after my long trip to NYC...it was soo great got to see chelsea and met a bunch of kewl people....fosse went very well i made it all the way through and im on the back up list....so if anybody cancels or doesnt accept their contract i get it.....i auditioned for tokyo disney and im pretty sure i got it....i have to wait ( Read more... )

Things in my life have been pretty steady for the last three years. Always knowing who and what Id be doing on the weekends, where i was gonna be in two months, and how i was gonna get there. Things are starting to change, people to REALLY start beginning their lives, friends moving away, and me moving away too. After a year in the 'bUrGH Ive ( Read more... )

IF money permits ill be on my way to NYC tomorrow to audition for madonnas farewell tour! Woo WOo for those of you who dont know my cell number is 513-5714094 dont get to crazy with it. Luv and hugs. Show went well auditions tonight. Be home in march....maybe. HOlla

SO ive been home for like a few days and things are such a breeze with the sleepy hollow out of the way. Time was occupied by that but now is beginning to be occupied by a sam. hes AMAZING! I cant take it. Driving me around for three hours to show me every view of the AMAZING pittsburgh city line..and then taking me to a park and to the ( Read more... )

Ive been home since Sunday now and I have been laying pretty low. Surrounding myself by few, I have came to realize that i indeed dont need a large following in order to feel important. Talking to near five in the morning with one of the people I love most makes me appreciate life more then anything. Time away at college has made me examine the ( Read more... )