wow... i think it's amazing how vividly smells can bring back memories... i'm in the learning recorce center, but i if i let myself i could believe that it's 1998 and i'm at UW prep school messing around not doing my class work (only cause there never really was any)... It's been a long time since i remebered how magical that year was. It's so ( Read more... )

so i'm going to put the explication of that cummings poem up here so everyone can fully apreciate the inguniety of it... I wish my explication of "pity this busy monster, manunkind" could be really awsome...

( LOOK )

e e cummings is a genious...

the(oo)is

lOOk
(aliv
e)e
yes

are(chIld)and

wh(g
o
ne)
o

w(A)a(M)s

an amazing poem!! AMAZING!!! jesus i wish i could write that skillfully... how awsome

back to that paper thing

weekends are tough to get through theses days, much needed but tough. It is sad. but Saturday nights makes up for everything i suppose. Dancing... i love dancing... Dancing and music both... last night I went to sleep and it was wonderful for te first time in a long time. going to sleep is the worst... we all know that... but last night was ( Read more... )

I can't imagine all the people that you know ( Read more... )

today is like every other day ( Read more... )

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Spiritualism

Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.

60% spiritual.
80% reason-oriented.


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So... life has been kinda down lately... I feel very very very very lost and confused and out of place and things are unbalanced and i go from being ok to hating myself and life and shit and then way back up to really glad just to be alive (although not really glad about much else) so today i decided to do something to make me feel happy. It ( Read more... )

man... i love people... i made myself a new hat and i guess it makes me look like a pot head cause today this guy comes up to me and is all "awsome hat! did you make it? could you make me one? would you like to smoke some pot with me?"... well not exactly like that but you get the gist... man... that made my day. I'm kinda sad i had to say no. so ( Read more... )

Today was a nice day. I had two very unexpected phone calls... one from my dear friend rob who has the most perfect timing... Kristen and her mother just walked into the room and the phone rings and i answer it and it's on speaker phone and rob yells "Erika, you mother fucking cock sucking whore.... " and it was beautiful. i love not knowing how ( Read more... )