it's funny how quickly everyhing changes... there is that one moment and them boom it's all different... anyway screw everything life is beautiful and i can feel it and i'm just happy... just everything is nice. My bro is right... life is about living and that's it... being free of self and everything and just being... i love you all dearly... ( Read more... )

so i'm actually really happy being here for like once... today was a very stressful icky day but then i came back to the dorms and decided i wanted to just go be zen somewhere and so my friend Jack and I went down to this little creek and we went exploring way at the end of it where they let the jungle close in around it and was very zen. Jack is a ( Read more... )

i'm loosing my sence of identity. It's odd and disconcerning, walking up and wondering who you are. maybe it's good. anyway sleep deprovised, disoriented, and discontected i seem to just go of and it's strange... i'll talk and talk and talk spilling my soul out and in the end i realize i've said absolutly nothing worth listening to. i don't ( Read more... )

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so today i totally met an awsome guy today... like someone completely different from everone else here. They always seem to have interesting names, or at least it seems like they ought to, names to match thier person. His name is Bladea like a "blade a grass". He's a hippy guy searching for spiritual happiness, he doesn't go to the U of A, he ( Read more... )

so i am currently set up in a lovely (and by lovely i mean the best) not so little dorm room with a very nice roommate in the middle of a horrible place called Arkansas. for all of those who care to write my adress is ( Read more... )

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i can feel the clock ticking...
i'm not sure what to think, so i don't
i'm not sure so what to feel, so i don't
i try to remember
there is beaty in chaos
only through change do we grow...

i am still afraid

i am sad. no one writes me back... i wrote two very errnest very reply asap emails over two days ago and i get online every chance i have to see if my answers have come back... but they have not... maybe i have mistaken who the important people in my life are... lol just kidding... but really I'm dying, rotting away... litterly i wake up in the ( Read more... )

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