By golly

Feb 23, 2010 15:20

I am going to be BETTER, god dammit. Better at all the things I've stopped being good at or want to be good at for once. It's long past time for a fresh start. This shit is not beyond me. I can totally do this.

I CAN AND WILL BE A BETTER SONIA. Starting right the fuck now.

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failureboy42 February 26 2010, 05:23:34 UTC
Stop smoking because it's not helping.

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the_royal_sonia February 26 2010, 14:31:37 UTC
Baby, you know I love you, but I could say the same damn thing about you drinking - and I actually know what I'm talking about, because I've tried both and you have not.

It is true that this shit is VERY easy to abuse. But when used moderately and intelligently, it actually helps quite a lot. I really do kind of know what I'm doing, love.

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failureboy42 February 26 2010, 23:06:18 UTC
I admit that I drank heavily for a while but I have toned that down drastically. That was not helping me and I can tell you now that smoking will not help me either.

I never said you were abusing it and I stand by my statement that it is not helping. While you are lounging around and smoking, you could be out making yourself a better Sonia (like you said you wanted to do) as well as save money by not smoking.

I am not arguing that weed is a bad thing. I don't deny that weed can be inspirational, but I do believe that you don't need it to be creative.

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the_royal_sonia February 27 2010, 22:16:48 UTC
I've glad you've toned down the drinking. Shit'll kill ya.

The thing is, the vast majority of the time I AM "out making myself a better Sonia" - whether it's by working my ass off, getting some exercise, going to auditions, or spending time with people I love. But once all these things are accomplished, I find it's actually conducive to one's betterness to lay about and smoke of an evening, because (A) it's relaxing on multiple levels and (B) it helps you sleep realllll good. A big fat rest and a good sleep following a hard day's work can be a way of taking good care of yourself - provided, again, that you're being smart about it. Like I said, moderation is key. I never smoke until the day is done and I've gotten some shit accomplished. Otherwise, you'd be right - it'd be hurting rather than helping ( ... )

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