I wake up and waste my day.

Hoping to fall alseep

to dream as if

everything were the same.

i dont think my life is interesting enough for this Lj shit anymore

Nothing is the same.
No one acts like themself anymore.

I can't wait to get out of South Carolina anymore.Because it is starting to get real fuckin weird here.

Just kill me now.

so

I am giving up on all my beleifs.

and starting everything over
BECAUSE ITS A NEW MOTHER FUCKIN YEAR
and last year sucked ass once again for me

POP POP NIGGA
POP POP

im in nc and its fun HA

been a while...

im leaving this place soon

not really sure when and id ont wanna leave

nothing even makes sense anymore and im not
even sure how me moving is gonna effect me
i just know im gonna miss the irmo crew
leah,and elizabeth

um.......

i FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT MY FUCKIN LIFE
AND FUCKIN REALLY HATE MY PARENTS

NOTHING IS WORTH DOING ANYMORE

I QUIT

GAME OVER MAN GAME OVER

When i lie here thinking of u ( Read more... )

i think my life is changing for the better or i hope ( Read more... )

i should be going to church right now...
but im not
which saddens me a bit...

and now i have to wait a whole week
because we dont have church one wednesday

...BAH!...

sorry that i couldnt come to all that care...