could someone please tell me what this is all about?

there are days that go by, and i wonder why they ever happened. inexplicable, uncompromising, and unnecessary are the only ways to define it. "blessed are the forgetful, for they get the better even of their blunders." i have pages within volumes bound with fancy leather that grow with the wings of forgotten moths. there is something i long for ( Read more... )

i think "dead to the world" would be a good way to put it.

all is not well, and it's eating me up inside.

i have to go to work, but the darkness of my apartment is much more appealing.

dear hangman, get your rope ready.

this week has proved that i pretty much suck at life

eff it all

so i just got home from work and i need to leave for chicago in just under an hour. you'd think i would need to sleep, but i can't. i'm so nervous that my stomach is in knots. it's odd, i don't think i've ever been quite this uneasy about something before. maybe it has something to do with actually "growing up." i don't like it. hopefully it ( Read more... )

i like when people bring me panera chicken noodle soup :)

i don't feel well.

i do not want to go to work.

i apparently turned my alarm off, and now have less time to get ready.

i've been having the most effed up dreams ever lately.

my middle toe is about to fall off.

:-(

i don't really know what to make of what i'm going through right now. i apologize for any mistakes i make in typing, because frankly, i don't care. i feel jaded. i had such a good night, but for some reason, it sucked all in the same ( Read more... )

i feel like the man you see at the end of the bar, slowly dragging on his last cigarette, sipping his scotch on the rocks. no path ahead, no light behind, nothing but the high he has each night in the comfort of that lumpy foam stool. he's been dealt the rake, and is drawing blind against the world's made hand. he bets the pot knowing he cannot ( Read more... )

i reaaly want to go see "8 movies to die for"