Sadness

[the_saint_elias]

If there's one person you just can't stop thinking about... Post this in your journal.

Comments

awwwww

[animeprincess]

poor eric. you wanna call me and talk about it?

[teresis]

eric why won't you let yourself be happy? more importantly, when will you stop thinking that happiness is contingent on romance? then you can be happy.

[teresis]

but for now, since it is a time to be sad, "i will not say do not cry, for not all tears are an evil."
we shall have sob fests together. i'll sob for you. i wiiiiillll. i'll be dark and depressing and eeeeviil.

[the_saint_elias]

you're right, happiness isn't contingent on romance, but I've always know that, I don't think you understand that. Happiness is contingent on me loving myself, but I couldn't do that because no one else loved me. I couldn't accept that I was a worthwhile human being before some one else thought so, I thought it would be arrogant. In order to be happy, I'd have to accept and love who I was, I couldn't do that until someone else did. It's not romance that my happiness is contingent on, but it had to happen before I could.

[teresis]

do i get to be dark and depressing and evil.

i think you're worth loving yourself. for. or something. i'm not sure how to make that fragment into a sentence, or how to make that sentence not awkward, or something, but you are worth not having a low self esteem over.