I will always love youpinklasagneApril 22 2006, 06:36:07 UTC
Emotional me...I am being a drama queen crying my eyes out as I am replying to this. If you know me, you will know that I am no fair weather friend. I put my entire heart and soul into my friendships. I try and try to be a good friend, and when one of my friends is hurt for ANY reason, I am hurt. I totally support your happiness, whether that be with John or with whomever you so choose. I just want to be supportive to you in WHATEVER path your life takes. I do not want to lose ANY of my friends. For ANY reason. And I will fight to improve whatever needs improving so that things can be alright again. Now, with whatever you are feeling this may or may not be sufficient to you, but you MUST, MUST, MUST know that I care Cort. I care about you SO much! And I understand what it feels like to feel like maybe your friends are going in a different direction than you. Geez...this might as well be an e-mail. But PLEASE know that I care alright???
why should I hate jennifer because YOU hate her??? why should i go out of my way to avoid her, just so YOU can be happy? when exactly have you gone out of your way for ME? i think you are over reacting. just because some people spend some time with jennifer DOESNT mean that they hate you. Honestly, would i have even said "HI" on the ferry if i hated you? if you really want your friends to be "loyal" to you, and i dont see how they are right now, but you seem to think so, then maby you should spend more time with them. maby you should spend less time talking about, being with, and bragging about john. i dont dislike john... i dont even know him.. i just dont like it when you are constantly talking about him... for some reason it kind of irritates me. just so you realize what you are doing, your post reminded me of what a certain SOMEONE does when SHE is mad. dont you go sounding like her. if you need to say something, dont try to guilt it out of people by bashing them. just tell them. thats what friends do. your better
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Jenn, you're sort of... sweet, in a very diplomatic, veiled, round about sort of way.
...and I don't talk about myself *that* much, do I? If I do, it's to compensate for you keeping your life shrouded.
Ooo, if you like, *I* can talk about Cortney, and she'll talk about me. That way you can keep up on both of us *tease* *tease*
And this 'not plan/invite' business is PAINFULLY obvious, believe you me. *not so subtle hint* Why don't you two do something some saturday after a practice or something? *smile* you two can have a play-date! *hee hee* seriously, not everything she does on the weekend (or any time) needs to involve me.
you fucking basterd... if you are going to be courtneys god damn "girl frind" then DONT GO HITTING ON JENN. if you are not satisfied by courtney, then FIND SOMEONE ELSE. all you have done is hurt us all. you must be curious why... i will tell you:
1. you have pushed all of courtneys frineds away. how do i know? IS IT A COINCIDENCE YOU DATING COURT AND HER FRIENDS LEAVING HAPPENED AT THE SAME TIME? NO. all you have done is create tension between out little happy group
2. first you tell courtney that you "love" her, but yet, you would leave her in an instant if jenn even showed a LITTLE interest. lucky for courtney, jenn is in NO WAY interested if your sorry excuse for a man. why dont you go out and make something of yourself? or are you destened to NEVER make anything of yourself?
Well if that's the way you feel then okay. Personally I don't want any friends right now. If you feel left out then you could call people sometimes and ask to hang out with them. Friendships take two to make them work and I'm sorry you feel like people don't care, that's not the case. However I want to make it known to you and everyone else who reads this that I am NOT planning on going out of my way to keep any of my ties. I don't care anymore, and I want to be left alone. I also would like my skirt and vest back please, you've had them for about a month or so now, I'm going to start charging you a fee.
oh boy the way, DON'T YOU DARE ATTACK ROBERT, you may have not ment it that way but thats the way it sounded.
I wasn't attacking Robert. In fact, he sort of attacked me.
I just replied that he should re-read the entry in the tone it was meant to be heard in, since he appeared to have heard it in the wrong one.
I see nothing violent in the way i replied.
And, personally i feel that these two sentences here contradict each other "Personally I don't want any friends right now" and "Friendships take two to make them work".
I would like to be your friend, of course. But you don't appear to want to put any effort into it. If i have read what you wrote incorrectly, please tell me. And i will try to read it in the tone that it was wrote in.
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I know i loved you for a reason Ash.
You're an awesome friend, and you're not a drama queen. *HUG* Sorry i made you cry!
I care about you too! *HUG* And it's good to get the support, in all honesty.
*HUG*
~Cortney
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I'm mentioning HOW I FEEL that is all.
Which is why it is titled to "NO ONE IN PARTICULAR"
You have obviously taken this entire post the wrong way.
I said "I don't begrudge you your choices" and i meant it.
I wish people would stop taking everything i say in a hostile way. Maybe you could re-read it in a wistful possibly saddened tone?
then it would sound the way it was written.
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Jenn, you're sort of... sweet, in a very diplomatic, veiled, round about sort of way.
...and I don't talk about myself *that* much, do I? If I do, it's to compensate for you keeping your life shrouded.
Ooo, if you like, *I* can talk about Cortney, and she'll talk about me. That way you can keep up on both of us *tease* *tease*
And this 'not plan/invite' business is PAINFULLY obvious, believe you me. *not so subtle hint* Why don't you two do something some saturday after a practice or something? *smile* you two can have a play-date! *hee hee* seriously, not everything she does on the weekend (or any time) needs to involve me.
~John
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1. you have pushed all of courtneys frineds away. how do i know? IS IT A COINCIDENCE YOU DATING COURT AND HER FRIENDS LEAVING HAPPENED AT THE SAME TIME? NO. all you have done is create tension between out little happy group
2. first you tell courtney that you "love" her, but yet, you would leave her in an instant if jenn even showed a LITTLE interest. lucky for courtney, jenn is in NO WAY interested if your sorry excuse for a man. why dont you go out and make something of yourself? or are you destened to NEVER make anything of yourself?
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oh boy the way, DON'T YOU DARE ATTACK ROBERT, you may have not ment it that way but thats the way it sounded.
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I just replied that he should re-read the entry in the tone it was meant to be heard in, since he appeared to have heard it in the wrong one.
I see nothing violent in the way i replied.
And, personally i feel that these two sentences here contradict each other "Personally I don't want any friends right now" and "Friendships take two to make them work".
I would like to be your friend, of course. But you don't appear to want to put any effort into it. If i have read what you wrote incorrectly, please tell me. And i will try to read it in the tone that it was wrote in.
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