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Dec 12, 2006 00:20

why is it that no matter what i do i am a complete and utter failure. A failure, and a coward. absolutely everything makes me panic. now i have an opportunity for happiness, and I can't see it. I'm blind. I'm so lost. I hate to sound emo, but I fucking hate myself right now. I keep hoping I made the right decision, but I just panic even more. I ( Read more... )

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shigureblack December 12 2006, 14:27:35 UTC
you are NOT a failure or a coward. i can some way relate! I still do not know what i am going to persue in life and i think about the future if i can possibly suceed in life, i have my doubts as well. I now feel fredom cuz i quit my job, i quit because i could not deail with all the things that are going on...i feel that i failed in a way, but at the same time it was a huge relief. *sigh*
right now i am physically and mentally exsausted...like today i got up at 4am to finnish an essay and at the same time I have a finnal at 2..and right now i feel like crawling under my sheets and sleeping and fucking forgetting about all of it. but we can do this together we are all in the same possition, you are not alone(yah i know it sounds chezzy...lol)
*love*

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yoda_granola December 12 2006, 20:11:12 UTC
NO!!!

pretend that was a scream. lol.
anyway, YOU? a failure at life?? paashaa! you could do cirlces around me with your utterly smart...smartness. not to mention, the bravest person i know. you have to trust your decision. and if you find out you made a mistake, you just fix it.
I lvoe you oodles and oodles!!! and im calling you next (not this upcoming) friday!! because im babysitting, and i love you.

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