*growl*
Okay so for the course of most of this summer I've had a very good friend, and benefits were a part of the friendship. Over the last couple of weeks he's gotten weird on me. Possessive.
His roommate is also a good friend of mine....well...one of my best friends really. He had a talk with him about how weird he was getting.
Dude had a minor freakout.
Great. Apparently, he was slacking off on going and getting several goals done this year because of me being drunk, lonely and rather down and asking him if he didn't make it into the air force and I reached the point of being ready for a relationship again...if he thought he could be happy with me. Oooops. Apparently, that was the wrong thing to ask him.
Seriously, after a hard lesson learned back in March, I had laid the rules out with him when i realized we were becoming friends and not just a one time deal. It wasn't going to be exclusive. I am sexually autonomous. And when I'm ready to be with someone and not until then, will I allow myself to get into a relationship.
On that note, it's be kinda hilarious as to how fast some guys put distance when you say you want a big family, like the 4-8 kids that I want. And being pagan seems to be a filtering mechanism too. LOL!
HAH! Morrigan and the Dagda have me, I'll find whom i'm meant to be with soon enough and when I'm ready.
But seriously....I laid out the rules. *sigh*