...say what?
Well, that was a depressing night. I really hate when I start thinking about something that is really frakking important to other people, but then realize that it's not all that important to me.
What is my current thorn in my side: Continuing my education.
Why?
Seriously.
( Why the fuck do I need to waste more money? I tried going to school. Didn't work out too well. You know I've a lot of friends that are going to finish their education or are working on finishing their education. And more power to you guys. But it's not for me. It's not what makes me happy right now. Right now, what makes me happy is making those debts numbers go down. I don't know what I want to do. I don't know what kind of degree I want...hell, I don't even know what I would want to study. I have ALOT of interests. Most of them require a foundation in mathematics that I can't and couldn't build. I have trouble with basic freaking division, I don't need to be trying to get into astronomy but I'll sure keep up with it as best I can in the news. Same with Archaeology, Paleontology, Geology, Ecology, and several other -ologies. And you know, most of you have a small clue as to what kind of BS choices I've made in the past. A small handful of people have actually chosen to stay by my side through it all. They'll get to see me triumph where others won't. They won't understand what kind of victories that I'm going to be winning in the next year. )
What is my current thorn in my side: Continuing my education.
Why?
Seriously.
( Why the fuck do I need to waste more money? I tried going to school. Didn't work out too well. You know I've a lot of friends that are going to finish their education or are working on finishing their education. And more power to you guys. But it's not for me. It's not what makes me happy right now. Right now, what makes me happy is making those debts numbers go down. I don't know what I want to do. I don't know what kind of degree I want...hell, I don't even know what I would want to study. I have ALOT of interests. Most of them require a foundation in mathematics that I can't and couldn't build. I have trouble with basic freaking division, I don't need to be trying to get into astronomy but I'll sure keep up with it as best I can in the news. Same with Archaeology, Paleontology, Geology, Ecology, and several other -ologies. And you know, most of you have a small clue as to what kind of BS choices I've made in the past. A small handful of people have actually chosen to stay by my side through it all. They'll get to see me triumph where others won't. They won't understand what kind of victories that I'm going to be winning in the next year. )
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The keeping off the debt drug is a really good thing.
Advice from an old fart who likes your work for Oleg. :)
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