Everything happens for a reason.
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So, I finally got out of that nasty funk. I love my sister-friend Melissa, we went out to Big River last night and I got to try the Irish Red Lager that they have. Tasty tasty. Was able to wake up with ease this morning finally at the time I wanted to. Note to self: Next when having trouble waking up, take step back and check life to see what it is that I'm possibly stressing out over.
Love life- well...Yeah, I think I taught myself the hard way not give my word out so easily just because he's hot like Cilantro. I'm a Celtic. My word is my honor. This is the last time for awhile, that I give my word and compromise it. If they have an issue with something about me, and keep going hot and cold, it'll hurt less if I just put them into the friend category than wasting energy trying to gain their heart. :( I hate saying that. ACK!
And I have found another sister! So the count at this point is I have re-claimed two sisters into my life (My blood sister Mandi and my witch sister Heather), two new ones ( T and Melissa). I have four brothers.
And a date on Friday. I'm going to enjoy myself. I've earned it. I've earned my family that I have. I've earned the right to be happy, DAMNIT! And even if it takes something as silly as dancing through my house naked to laugh and be happy, well hell, let me find a good song. LOL!
All in all, the best I can describe this year so far is that I'm happier than ever, but these growing pains frakking blow! But they are needed...at least that's what I'm told. And girls night tonight with my witch-sister Heather. HELL YEAH!
So, I finally got out of that nasty funk. I love my sister-friend Melissa, we went out to Big River last night and I got to try the Irish Red Lager that they have. Tasty tasty. Was able to wake up with ease this morning finally at the time I wanted to. Note to self: Next when having trouble waking up, take step back and check life to see what it is that I'm possibly stressing out over.
Love life- well...Yeah, I think I taught myself the hard way not give my word out so easily just because he's hot like Cilantro. I'm a Celtic. My word is my honor. This is the last time for awhile, that I give my word and compromise it. If they have an issue with something about me, and keep going hot and cold, it'll hurt less if I just put them into the friend category than wasting energy trying to gain their heart. :( I hate saying that. ACK!
And I have found another sister! So the count at this point is I have re-claimed two sisters into my life (My blood sister Mandi and my witch sister Heather), two new ones ( T and Melissa). I have four brothers.
And a date on Friday. I'm going to enjoy myself. I've earned it. I've earned my family that I have. I've earned the right to be happy, DAMNIT! And even if it takes something as silly as dancing through my house naked to laugh and be happy, well hell, let me find a good song. LOL!
All in all, the best I can describe this year so far is that I'm happier than ever, but these growing pains frakking blow! But they are needed...at least that's what I'm told. And girls night tonight with my witch-sister Heather. HELL YEAH!