so...ummm

Jan 31, 2006 02:36

something hurts
and I don't know what it is
I'm making good progress on my resolution,
but I did IM her the other day.
it was a bit rough and shortwinded

she was cold and I was tired,
((I'd just gotten back from a run))
so I was trying to be goofy
which I realize is annoying.
I took it that she really didn't wqant to talk to me
so I said goodnight and signed off

I don't know that I can blame her,
but I am just trying to be a good friend...
...I never said i wasn't going to stop being nice to her
that's just dick

But I realize more and more that it wasn't meant to be
and that I was fucking crazy...
...but that's what love is, isn't it?
haha. crazy. i like that.
my heart goes out to Sarah for her struggle right now
same for Jenny for her own similar struggle...
...and if all doesn't pan out well,
I might be saying the same about rose...

...well...
not exactly. her's is different. anyways,
if anyone wants to talk, they should IM me or call me sometime.
it'd be great to hear from everyone.
and I'm kinda bored and lonely...

something hurts
and I don't know what it is...

See ya space cowboy,
David Lucio

p.s. I have come to the conclusion that "emo" is not a type of person or a real personality trait. in all reality, it's a phase the we all go through at least once in our lives...and it best embodies the feelings of hopelessness, sorrow and confusion. right sarah?
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