Jun 02, 2010 02:15
....I feel like a shit boyfriend right now. I know that something's wrong. I KNOW it..I'm not blind. And I'm not stupid either... Something's up with him...and I don't know what... I want to trust that he'll come and talk to me when he's ready...but damn it...I'm fucking worried.
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...Though I should forewarn you that you may feel feelings of hurt, regret, sadness, confusion, frustration, anger, and that worry you feel right now will be multiplied a hundredfold, not to mention numerous other potential lesser emotions, once you find out what's wrong...
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...So if you don't want to deal with any of that, then just go back to being a sorry excuse for a concerned boyfriend...
[OOC: His bad mood and worry over Rin is making him even more irritable with Tanishi than usual. Plus he thinks Tanishi should've already done something to speak to Rin by now. So he's kinda pissed at him. >>;]
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Aaactually... You need to listen to him. Hold him while he talks. ^__^ Stroke his hair a bit. Say nice things. Tell him it's alright, you'll be there for him. When he tells you bad things, don't shout, don't get angry, try and understand from his point of view. Then hug him some more.
That's what he needs... Trust me on that. He needs someone he can trust and lean on right now, someone who... can come to know matter what and be that weak person who doesn't have to put up walls and smile. Someone who doesn't need the illusion.
That's how you can be a good boyfriend~ You're not used to it yet, so noone should be judging you! Just... try what I said. Maybe not do everything as I say, you need your own personal touches or Rinny'll know something's up! ^_~
But go listen to him. ^__^ Give him a hug from me too~
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and I will. because I didn't know...I didn't even realize and I feel stupid cause I missed it when I shouldn't have.
I have ice cream...Rin knows I never really share my snacks with anyone...so I think he'll get it if I share with him...
And I will. I'll make sure it's a good one.
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Symbolism's nice... But you need to tell him as well... Don't just share some ice cream and hope he understands.
^__^ That's good.
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Yeah. yeah. I know. I'll share and I'll tell him and I'll listen.
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