I've had the desire to let loose on pages, or in this case, keyboards, but these words fall short when I try to describe what's been ailing me lately. Maybe it's because I can't quite pinpoint what's wrong. I suppose I just feel sick, in every aspect of the word. Physically, Spiritually, Emotionally ( Read more... )

drunk. Holla ( Read more... )

I had forgotten the phrase that someone had slipped into my brain a while ago ( Read more... )

recently i've had a rush of drunken dreams ( Read more... )

growing up is a lot of things, I know this.

but will someone, anyone, please convince me that growing apart isn't part of this?

I miss You.
and that's one, really large, collective "you".

do you remember the time?

For a while there, I was really good at going with the flow. You know, understanding things and why they happened, and even if I didn't, I was good at waiting it out, knowing that understanding would come eventually. And i dont really know how i let that slip out of my grasp, but i find myself turning to the "fun" things in life, like weed and ( Read more... )

I'm up at 3am for three reasons. Mainly ( Read more... )

So, I'm home in newark now ( Read more... )

Obligatory January 1, 2008 post ( Read more... )

I've been blocked, unable to write meaningful entries since my pseudovacation in november. I thought a trip to the city and a broadened perspective would help, would allow the words to flow more freely, but they're as stuck as ever. It's not that I don't have anything to say, or that things aren't happening, it's actually quite the contrary. Maybe ( Read more... )