i'm at such a weird place in my life, and it's so so so odd how the positives always come with the negatives. Throughout all of it though, i feel really blessed that i'm able to stay at a happy medium for most of my days, the benefits mostly outweighing the disappointments in life. I've noticed in myself though that I have really high standards for ( Read more... )

this is random, but after a long day of work I decided to visit my aunt's house to see some family that lives in the Philippines. Upon arrival, i met, like, a million of my mom's old friends from the PI who had migrated over here as well. The madres were talking, gossipping about ex husbands and childhood friends, and the obligatory brag-fest about ( Read more... )

third day in San Diego for the third Lim reunion here. It might sound lame, but it's so cool seeing all these people from across the country and from around the world all kickin it, laughing, joking, doing the vacation thing. I've been eating a lot and spending WAY more money than i should be, but it all goes to food and alcohol, so i guess i'm not ( Read more... )

it kills me how i slip so easily into old routines. The playful one, the cute one. The one that's just like one of the guys, the one that's your little sister. All of these roles that i've become so used to, even the one about fuckin around at work, not giving a shit about my responsibilities and only thinking about myself... I honestly don't even ( Read more... )

i want to be stunning. I want to be amazing. I want to be the type of girl that's easy to fall in love with. I want to want to fall in love with someone, and i somehow get the feeling that that's entirely different from falling in love in general. Maybe it's just loneliness, but there's always something appealing about warm sunday mornings and how ( Read more... )

This past week has been full of old faces, new friends, and lots of laughs ( Read more... )

I haven't really been updating a lot, but it seems like i continue to spend more and more time on the computer. Call it lack of things to do, call it laziness, call it what you will, but it's not doing me any good. Been looking on craigslist for places to live next year, it's super hard to believe that at the end of July of 2005 I'd first made the ( Read more... )

internet surfing while inebriated is by far the best sort of internet surfing there is.

Carlo Rossi. What it is.
What it do.
End.

Man. This afternoon at like 2:30 Daniel and I decided to take a weed pill because... Well, Just because. I was feeling pretty good when the laziness set in, so I decided to go over to Tessas where she fed me and we went on a nice walk up Taraval. Ran errands on our afternoon journey and stopped at the bank, this awesome asian store of junk ( Read more... )

Tuesday- failed at meeting e-40, but picked up a 40 and tried to find a magic shop. Failed at that too, but ended up at guitar center and played with some of them wicked cool electric drum kits. FUN!

Wednesday- Drove out to the mission to meet up with the fools at La Rondalla, knocked back a few margaritas, came back from lunch half an hour late. ( Read more... )