When you reach a new high, you also manage to hit a new low.

this awesome feeling of feeling so much is making my weekend.

my brother has been home for about three weeks now, so glad he's back home for this bit. it's been a really long time since my family could stand complete. the only part that sucks is i'm not living at home with them, otherwise every night would be a riot. i think my mom was happy that one night all of us were hanging in my brother's room, ( Read more... )

And there's a tangled thread inside my head
with nothing on either end

i've been doing a lot these few days. sleeping little, churning out quite a bit but managed to finish The L Word S4 somehow. i'm getting the hang of focusing hard come crunch time. my mind's gotten stronger this past year or so.

well i still have some things to finish, little silly things to make the home more homely.

i have a friend who's so fucking rude sometimes i'm getting really sick of it.

i miss my brother, i haven't seen him online the past few days.

am in the midst of tracing and retouching a million photos for work, not fun at all. so i'm trying to stay sane by thinking happy thoughts. and one happy thought for the day would be my mom ringing me, asking me if i'm free between a certain time on Sat. i thought she needed me to sister-sit my lil sis but no, she wanted me to check out her new ( Read more... )

i better be getting it together. there was a day i spent the entire day+night watching Top Chef S2, fell in love with Ilan Hall (still am), dreaming about the restaurant my brother and i want to own together someday - all that sort of junk - which is really bad considering how much i want to get done!

i'm so ready to take off my clothes and reveal my superhero costume, only i don't have a superhero costume. i'm human ma.