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sometimes...
songs will grab me. and they wont let me go. not really because they have any significance in my life at the moment. but because they really are beautiful. or i am sure that at some point i relate to something in the lyrics. right now there are a couple that really have been stuck in my head. not necessarily new songs either. but anyways ( Read more... ) -
sooo...
i really don't have much.
I am sort of tired.
night. -
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Okay so here is the situation. i have made myself look like a complete moron. i have let myself seem like a complete idiot, and it is killing me. i forgot what it was like so much to have a guy be a sweetheart to me, that i let myself weird things out. i don't want to scare this one away. he is to good to be true though. nice, sweet,caring, ( Read more... ) -
sighs....
Everything always goes so well for like minute for me. and then it is like someone puts the brakes on. my happy moments seem to be halted sooner than most peoples. i feel sad. i feel like i always set myself up. if i never feel happy about anything then i dont have to worry about feeling sad. i am not saying that things aren't still good with ( Read more... ) -
i find...
Myself... worrying a lot today. I don't know if it is because I am at work... and I tend to think a lot about life while I am there. Or if I am just nervous about meeting Kevin. I mean, things are going so very well over the phone...and what little time we do get on the internet. I find myself liking him so much...and really seeing things go well ( Read more... ) -
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I guess first things first. Kara, Thank you so much for always being here for me. It's crazy to me that even after all of this time and distance you are one step behind me at all times. You have never missed a beat, and that is what a real friend is. You even though are much younger than I am have always known what I needed in my life... yet ( Read more... ) -
ever feel like you...
Need to just take a step back, take a deep breath, and pinch yourself? Not only because the thing's that are happening to you are incredible, but just to make sure you aren't dreaming? Make sure that it's really you sitting there. That is how i feel right now. I just got off the phone with quiet possibly the greatest thing to ever happen to me. ( Read more... ) -
... i don't know....
I really don't know what to put as a subject for this one. I supposed it could be named, Happiness, or Giggly, or Hopeful... but I don't think that really describes the feelings I have right now. It has honestly been a long time for me to be able to say that I, feel indescribable. I don't want to jinx myself, I don't want to make anything happen ( Read more... ) -
maybe...
So, you know what I learnt today? I learnt that I am very happy. I learnt that I still might have a little bit of game... just a pinch though, not enough to make it easy. I also learnt that by having basic cable,I was missing out on a lot of really good movies. haha ( Read more... ) -
I was going to post this on my myspace....
But I didn't want to scare away a person I just met! You know the whole no drama, no baggage, no crap ( Read more... )