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[the_wheezy]

I haven't been able to think of a single, stupid thing to say to anybody's face all day today, and I know everything was just part of a bloody curse, but bloody hell! I said some stupid, stupid, awful things. I know I did, because I remember.

Merlin, I am a complete and total arse.

But I do know that I really ought to say something, because this

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[suncolors]

I'm sure you'd be forgiven if there was anything to forgive, Ronald.

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[the_wheezy]

Maybe, because it's just a... City-thing. It just feels bad, having had that come out of my mouth.

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[suncolors]

That is understandable.

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[the_wheezy]

So I'm sorry. You're really a lovely person, Luna. I didn't mean that about you and your dad.

[honestlyrubbish]

It was a curse, Ronald, calm down.

[the_wheezy]

It just... I feel bad. I called you a twat, didn't I? Merlin's sake...

It's not helping that I keep on just saying everything out loud. Everything I think of, there it bloody is!

[honestlyrubbish]

And Ginny called me a Mudblood, but I still find that I don't really mind. You didn't mean it.

...oh?

[the_wheezy]

Still. I said it. It feels real enough, looking back. For a whole day, you know, I just thought bad things about everybody. Malfoy's such an arse, and I was exactly like him.

Yeah, apparently. I just been sort of muttering to myself all day while I tried to think of something decently eloquent to say about all of this.

[adamantined]

Then maybe you should just shut your mouth and stop whining.

[honestlyrubbish]

...Claire?

[adamantined]

What?

[honestlyrubbish]

You're clearly not

Never mind. I'm sorry.

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[lupusnonfacit]

[ You can't hear this, but Lupin is thinking, apology accepted, Ron. ]

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[the_wheezy]

... Oh.

[An he magically shuts up for a little bit. Lupin is the world's savior.]

[7thborn]

I actually feel ill just thinking about it. Ron, you know I'd never...

[the_wheezy]

I know. It's... Well, I guess everyone else doesn't seem too put of, so maybe we're alright. Still, though... Sometimes I feel like curses aren't good enough for excuses, I guess.

[7thborn]

I don't like not being in control of what I do or say.

[the_wheezy]

I don't think any really does. That'd be a little weird of them, if they did.