This is about my X-gf.... and everyone that wants to know. I know she loves me and I feel alot for her but this is the deal. If we are together shes happy....... and I'm not....... she doesn't talk to me like how shes suppost to. It doesn't feel like a relationship when thats happening. I mean it's difficult to explian. I can't be put in the middle ( Read more... )

This is like every day for me. . . . . I sit in my room thinkin of what could have been but everyone and everything holds me back. I find it hard to breath and go on with life as we know it, in which case it all may end here shortly. I project the hatred that makes you fear me, I show the pain of years of rejection. My life is a downward spiral, ( Read more... )

Well heres a preview of one of our songs..... what cha think ( Read more... )

How come when you hit your head it itches ? When you laugh How come pop/ or whatever comes out your nose ? How come people have to = SHIT ( Read more... )

alright look...... D M T droped off the show on the 29th and we were asked to fill in. So guess what we said............ ? FUCKIN A lol ( Read more... )

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Well whats wrong with havein a '' slow song ''? ? ? ? ( explain ) I mean slow as in THIS LOVE - PANTERA slow....... BUT we would only write 1 or 2, compare them and keep one and trash the other or just play at practice........ but as of now we have 3 songs wrote and the lyrics are comein together for 2 and one is complete. Ya'll have too come ( Read more... )

well if ya'll didn't know I was playing with a band about 4 months ago and we were alright.... the guitar was nice and the bass was decent and I WON'T LIE the drums were alright. BUT the drumm was holding us back from doing anything creative...... DOUBLE BASS ALL THE TIME , CAN'T HOLD A RYTHME , Just a complete piece of shit that needed work ( Read more... )

Well here we go agian with a band..... I'm trying to get things going with Jose, Fatt Matt, and my cuz Chris but I was just asked to try out for these guys who I guess are lookin for someone who can scream but not where they can't understand it, pretty much like Killswitch Engauge and I can do that somewhat but will see what happens. I've been ( Read more... )

Well this is what has happened/going on/going to happen. Well to start I haven't drank since New Years Eve and don't really feel like it. Which is very very good for me. Still smokin though which has my GF upset at me but what are you going to do...... it's just what I do and don't really wanta stop soooooo yea ....... And everybody is moved in ( Read more... )