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Nov 07, 2004 23:20

I feel different.
Indescribable.
Broken hearted.
Free.
Stupid.
Genius.
Loved.
Unloved.
Caring.
Bitchy.
Grown upMaybe I have changed. Maybe I`m a different person. I`m not sure. Jason has changed me, into something that I`m not sure if I like or not. My dad says he likes my new attitude. I`m not sure what I want anymore. I feel like I`m ( Read more... )

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anonymous November 7 2004, 21:51:39 UTC
yeah different stuff goin on today. dont worry about all this goin on right now. yeah it sucks, but its not gonna be like this forever. u gotta figure out alot of it out for urself. change isnt always bad, and even if it is, then its there to strengthen us. dont forget.......SUMMERS GONNA KICK FUCKIN ASS and u know it. ur dad was right in one respect- stay strong brotha, or sista, i duno im not black. peace out, and good luck.- the jman

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kiss_myarse November 7 2004, 22:18:14 UTC
that sounds like something i would write, hugs xx

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hey girl. starr_struckk November 8 2004, 07:33:21 UTC
thea- just like you told me last week- what's meant to be, will happen. you both are incredible people and no matter what happens, that love wont go away. its too strong and too important to both of you. so dont let it. hold on as long as you can to what you had, and let it turn into something that might be even more beautiful than it was before. even if that means just a friendship.

♥ stef

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lorllipop November 8 2004, 07:54:17 UTC
thea i love you so much, and im always here for you..

i have to admit ive noticed you changed to- but not for the worse.
i dont mind it at all, or else i would of told you.

there are those certain people who casually walk into your life but leave footprints in your heart forever. and jason was deffinetely one of those people for you. just like jeremiah was for me.
and i totally agree with stef and everything she said.

we all want summer back, i mean it was amazing. we had so much fun, it felt like it would never end, and the fun would last forever. so much for that.

but then again how fast did the school year go by so far? i remember the night before school i was so excited and now its almost christmas. before we know it itll be the last day of school again.

its okay to change, everyone does. to be honest i have been too.. and it took someone to point it out for me to relieze it. but like i said, its not all bad change.

xo
Lauren

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_bizzotch November 8 2004, 08:53:10 UTC
ya ur also feelin like ur bein riped between a kid n a adult ever1 is goin through that at this age. ever1 needs a vacation but hey thats how life is...ya I like ur new attitude to if helped u I hope u stick wit it can change how u look at alot of things and the point of view you have..hint hint..lol but u no what I mean n how I feel I hope that this changes soem things for u n ever1 has problems but sometimes u need a certian attitude torwards some things n it can help u ALOT right now ...
<3brittney ann

this is the first b-day in 8 years that ur mommie wont be there for me :(.wow....do u meber when our mommies used to dance n we laughed so hard at them god it was like evernight ..I miss thoughs nights sometimes...u may hate ur mom but dont hate the memories<3

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lorllipop November 8 2004, 12:51:43 UTC
u may hate ur mom but dont hate the memories<3

wow that was the best line ive ever heard, and shes sooo right thea. dont ever hate the memories, ECSPECIALLY if they involve smiling. shit happens. people make mistakes, life goes on..

<3

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_bizzotch November 8 2004, 16:17:25 UTC
lol thankz lor that made me feel specail...but ya it is really true! I love you both so much!

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