I... am at a crossroads ( Read more... )

every day that I think about you, every day that I have loved you, I have been happier than any of the days that came before.

1. Focus on work ( Read more... )

After much deliberating, I've decided to take a hiatus from dating. Guys are wracking my brain, taking up too much of my time and effort. Yes, there is one in particular that I want, but that's clearly not happening, so it's not worth my frustration and agony. I'm going to start with 10 days and see how it goes. I'm not sure what the rules of this ( Read more... )

Today I am trying to learn not to want what I can't have. Honestly, it's kind of futile, as that which I want is wanted so badly that I can feel it at the base of my brainstem. I'm trying to figure out if it's okay to want something like that, something that belongs to someone else. Better to want this than to want what I've already lost. It hurts ( Read more... )

I'd tell you that I
love you, but it's not my place.
so we sit, quiet.

Lipton diet strawberry kiwi sparkling green tea.

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ew.

All of my best memories have you in them ( Read more... )

I made a left turn somewhere ( Read more... )

25. My favorite music to play is music that doesn't fit into the romantic stereotypes of the flute. I like music that growls, that bites back - music with soul ( Read more... )