so basically i can't wait for my e11 preorder to come, so i got the new cd leaked. omfg omfg omfg. i'm just about to finish the mechanic ("the rock cd") and it's so kahfaskdsa fucking amazing. i can't get over it. i'm so in love with this cd already. fuck angels and airwaves, this is best cd of '06 by farrrr.
i've basically weeded out who my friends are and who they aren't. i don't think i've ever hurt so bad in my life. i feel like i have no one. i don't know when you decided that we weren't friends anyone. i figured things were okay when you called a few weeks ago and wanted to do something. we hung out and talked like we always did. everything was
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my great aunt just died about 20 minutes ago from colin/liver cancer. we've known it was coming soon, and we've all been preparing for it, so i don't understand why this is hitting me as hard as it is. but what i do know is my faith is really going to be put on the line if i loose one more person close to me because of fucking cancer.
i can't stand so much going on right now. steve's in ocean city, which makes me so...blahhhh, then he's home for a week, then bye! va beach, then he's home for a week, then goodbye me, sup myrtle. not excited
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these next few weeks are going to be horrible. summer's off to such a shitty start. steve's leaving today to go to lake anna until friday (i would be going with him if i didn't sneak behind my parents back, get caught, lie about it, then get caught for lying...) then he's going to senior week until the 17th, then leaving a few days later to go to
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