so I finally broke up with tiela. I've kinda realized that we weren't really right for each other. I dont even know if I was in love with her. i might have been for a little while but that was a long time ago. If I would have broken up with her when I first thought about it back in Nov.-Dec. a lot of things may have been avoided. Now here's ( Read more... )

If you think about it, the only person who knows exactly how you feel is yourself...I guess thats why its so easy to write in this. I really feel like I've been the only one I can talk to about things that have been going on. Its a really weird situation and I dont think anyone else would understand. They either get mad at me by forming a ( Read more... )

Why do I get so depressed? I dont know. Im fine until something bad happens. Imagine that! I think its nice that there's only 3 weeks of class left. I think I will use that as me time. Keep to myself...I need to. World...see you in a month.....

Last night was fun. i went out with some people i havent spent time with in a while. Its kinda funny though...I think they tried to set me up on a date. The girl was really nice (I knew her before anyway)but it just didnt feel right. Usually I can end up dating after relationships, but something about this felt wrong, like I was supposed to be ( Read more... )

This is definately hitting me harder than I thought it would or even should. Its been a while since I've felt like this...and I almost forgot what it was like. Sleep seems like a remote memory now to me. I've lost her completely. What scares me the most is the thought of me changing over time and not wanting her back eventually. I dont even ( Read more... )

Its closing in on Midnight here at Monmouth. I'm hoping that no one really reads this anymore so that this can be just my little place to write about the things that are bothering me at the moment ( Read more... )

Hey...Im back...Post comments or something. I love you all.

A few weekends ago I went to Monmouth for a campus visit and auditions for drama scholarships. And??? Yeah, I got the mail a day or so ago and I got the Theater Fellowship...Yay me (little happy dance)!!! That will be a nice little chunk out of the $24,000 a year. Now where the hell am I going to get the rest of it? I really dont care...I ( Read more... )

Never order a free catalog from Intersate Music...They dont ever send them to you...

It has been over a month. A lot has gone on. I saw Matrix: Revolutions this weekend and...I dont really know what to say. I personally liked it, it was pretty deep, but of course there are those who say "man, that sucked, ya know...I mean, it aint THAT good!" Ha!! As for my band, the name officially is UN. You figure it out, its not that hard ( Read more... )